Let's Never Talk Again

I called you the other day,
just to see what's up.
I remember you railing me last time I was home
for never calling
because the phone works both ways.
You didn't answer.
I left a message:
You didn't return my call.
I waited until the other day became last week.
Still no call.
So I e-mailed you the other day,
just to see if you're okay.
I remember that you don't check your e-mail much
so I don't expect much.
You didn't reply to me
But you answered two of our mutual friends
so I'm confused as hell.
So I wait until the other day becomes last week
and then I call you twice
I miss you--
I hope you're doing well--
Why are you avoiding me?
You never answer.
But then the rumor mill turns in my favor
And I learn you know about him
My boyfriend
and that's why you are avoiding me.
You never cared to claim me while I was home
But I was yours --wasn't it obvious?
Well no. It wasn't.
And now ou realize what me going away means.
That I'm not waiting around
That you aren't the sun of my system
And someone else spoke up
So now you can't expect me to--
You're right.
It's better if we don't talk.

February 10th, 2007; Wanna know something funny? As soon as I just right this very moment, on 3/6/07, finished typing this up... he called.

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